Thursday, May 13, 2010
So about Gaston.
He texts me when I wake up and doesn't stop texting me until I go to bed. The conversations are repetative and often uncomfortable for me. He calls me babe and cutie and hun. He'll ask me what I'm up to, how my day was, stuff like that. Then he'll tell me he misses me, say he wants to see me, and ask me what I'm doing that weekend. He asks me if I think he's cute, if I miss him, if I want to hang out. No, no, no. I really don't want to talk to him at all. He's a man whore and I'm weak to him. Even though he has a girlfriend, every time we hang out he tries to make out with me. I rarely say no, which I know is horrible, but.. And then he wants to talk. He calls me at night and talks about his problems and gives me a chance to talk about mine. He thinks we know each other so well. I don't know if that's true or not, but I don't want to tell him things. I want him to leave me alone. It's hard to talk to him and I always feel like I'm being used when I'm around him. Also, he asks me if I want to smoke with him and if I can get him weed all the time. He hints at the fact that he wants to have sex again. He used to just flat out talk dirty to me until I confronted him about it (which was extremely difficult). It's hard to type out.. I don't fully understand it. I just wish he would back off.
Posted by Alex at 4:50 AM